OOOh LOrd..wow its now 2006 n um im SIXTEEN COMPLETE N TOTAL years old hoeS!!! hah but yah finals are up n about but TOMORRROWS THE LAST DAY n thennn we have a 3 day weekend! yUSS..hah newy i went to north carolina this weekend, ohhh that was soOOoOo fun..lol hey i enjoyed myself..neways good luck on all ur finals kids..be good..drive sLow-kanye n noor ;0

aha love love n more love kids

sooOoo lately ive been in an extremely odd mood..i get irritated by my family easily..sadly seeing as how theyre the ppl who tolerate me 24-7 n love me the most..n i feel like im underappreciated by them wen im really not..if anyone is its like my mom n all moms out there..n then i feel like im LOSTTT like i dont understand. ive got all these amazing friends and allll these amazing aspects that they have to their personalities n i wish i cud take all those amazing qualities n add them to myself but i dunno how to. n i feel like im trying to be someone im not, cuz i feel like being me is not good enuff. like sumtimes im happy with myself n then all of a sudden im like oh im not enuff of this or enuff of that..n then i jus feel like a horrible person..n like i jus wanna be this way n that way n i wish i cud be so amazing for my family n friends n for God. like ive been such a sucky believer lately..like i love GOD sooooooooo much like im soo thankful for everything n i dont even know hOW to express my love for him n my appreciation becuz im blessed with so much n i jus i cant help it n like i begin crying cuz i dont know what to do.. i wanna be so great n possess all those amazing qualities..but the best i can do is appreciate my beautiful friends.. i dont know where im supposed to be right now n whats goin on with me n i jus hope that i get closer to God cuz i reallly love him n want him to show me the way cuz i kno only he can do it. hes so amazing like look how he gives us everything n he continues to do so even when we stray from the right path. like he knows everythign so i kno that he knows im a lil lost but with his help ill be ok. n gosh i dunno.i feel like im turning into one of those stereotypical moody lil teenagers n i wannA STOP IT..i always felt like i totally knew who i was but then you have experiences n all of a sudden im so lost. BUT REALLY ive decided by the end of this entry that im not lost. .. i dunno what I am. but this is Gods way of makin me kno that hEY im UP HERE n im always here for you.. sO now that ive established that..

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2 days til sweet sixteen...gaw im sooOOO MATERIALISTIC..another bad qualityyyyyy AGGGGGGGGGHHH...

umm..SIX DAYS TILL SWEET SIXTEEN..'turn it up dj's playin my song... ERRBODY KEEP ON CALLIN MA PHONE...' umm errbody betta keep on callin my fone on MY SWEET SIXTEEN hah love you kids, hope ur xmas was amazing n hope the holidays are effing jolly for yall :D ~pEacing out

omgggg yall its XMAS BREAKKK WOOOOOHOOO i dont have to see yalls ugly faces for A WHOLE TWO WEEKSS..hahahahah im so jus kiddding.. yeah ima miss you guys a whoooole lot. hah atleast some of you..neway one of my best girls alli has gone back to new orleans n i hope she has a great time bak home. neways so ive decided some people are jus complete n total jerks. like you feel like you know them so well n then all of a sudden you find sumthin out n theyre a completely different person. like its not that big of a deal. but like ...ugh some people need to get over themselves ...neways so i hope yall have an absolutely wonderful break n a very merry xmas n OMIGOD MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 11 DAYS..so yall best call me ;) haha peace out my loves

happy holidays ;)